Can you imagine life without a light?
It wasn’t easy at all..
A strong typhoon hits my country… Just yesterday…
And we lost our electricity
It was soo hard… Super hard…
To walk through the darkness… And all you wanted is to see a little bit of light..
When you close your eyes you see darkness..
And when you open your eyes you still see darkness..
It was pretty damn hard to have life with full of darkness..
Your eyes greatest desire it to see a little bit of
Light from the moon.. And
Light from the candle light…
I realize the life of being blind.. If i were in their shoes.. It will never be easy..
Life is full of darkness.. But it doesn’t need to stop there…
In every darkness there’s always a light waiting in the end!!
I’m not looking for the love of my life
I have my own piorities in life.
I just find it exhausting to start from the bottom and end it too soon..
Im tired of trusting… Tired of loving.. Tired of hurting.. Tired of being left..
It’s funny how looking for someone is not my priority as of now.. Felt like it will never ever be my PRIORITY again..
I can’t even see my self for another man..
I felt like the pain made me so numb..
My heart turned into stone
And waiting for the right time to beat for one last time… In fact
I can’t imagine the thought of being with anyone else..
I dont seek for intimacy..
I’m just tired of all the b*llsh*t im getting for loving somone very much.. I guess that’s how i am.. I fall hard..
Well f*ck ya’ll who left me broken!!
As you get older…
You get more matured..
You think about life security..
You realize the worth of life..
You became more responsible..
Life’s not easy as you think…
Nothings easy in this world..
You gotta work harder in order for you to reach the point..
Worst is when no matter how much you work hard sometimes you still dont get what you want..
Later on you’ll ask your self… Question our dear life…
Why? What is wrong? What happened?
There’s just 2 answers for that..
It’s either not meant for you.. Or maybe not yet the right time.
Always think that God has a better plan for us.
That’s life..you gotta learn and be tough in dealing with soo much failures and rejections..
Never give up… Never stop trying..
Stand up.. Fight the failures.. Defeat your rejections and sooner or later you’ll get there.. You’ll get what you want…
#noteForMySelf #thoughtFromTheHeart #bloggin #ToughLife :(